my choice

I'm really in a bad bad mood in the past few weeks....due to I've already planned to study what I really want and what I wish the most ....but it ended up that I cannot study in that course due to a 280K fees...ya, some of them may think that I will end up like this, from the beginning till the end I was just day dreaming to become an aviator, and may doubt that the reason I can't study in this course is due to my result is not that good for the course, and try to use the money factor to cover up the whole story...but what I can say is I'm telling the truth, I never want to lie anyone. I'm qualified to get into the school, the main problem is MONEY. I don't care whether I will suffering again to study in the science field, at least I'm doing something that I like to do, something that I want it so badly. At last, I've still have to face the reality.

Now all I have to do is to choose a new course again, it's hard!!! It's shame that when people ask me what course I want to study, I can't give them an answer...especially when I saw the response of certain people...I'm not blaming that they give that kind of strange response to me, it's my fault that I'm not planning my thing well.

I really cannot delay anymore, must get in to college as soon as possible...so my supportive parents give me two choices, one is studying culinary arts or professional chef training in KDU (so far I know that's the best chef training school in Malaysia), second is interior design or animation/game designer in Lim Kok Wing (that school is amazing, very class) ...well, both courses's fees are around 75 to 80K (degree), if I'm not mistaken...but finally I choose culinary arts in KDU. I hope that I won't regret after I've started my course. Beside that, I haven't give up my flying dream yet, as what the counselor of Lim Kok Wing told me today "if it's really your dream, you won't give it up that easily." So if there's any other chance in the future for me to study my dream course again, I will try it !!!

At last, I wanna thanks my parents for being so supportive, my sis who is concerning about my studies and appreciate a lot that I was born in this family who can afford me to further my studies, though it's not the 280K flying school but still others famous schools in Malaysia.
and thank you for reading my feeling (my view) aka craps....

"I will try my best to achieve what I want to do in my life."

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